Kendra Tells All: Rules, Cheating, And Sex With Hef

by Libby Keatinge

Girl Next Door Kendra Wilkinson is dishing about her former life at the Playboy Mansion, and Hugh Hefner‘s ex reveals that all was not as pleasant as it may have seemed.

Kendra tells Us magazine she often found that the rules and restrictions put on her, Holly Madison and Bridget Marquardt would drive her “insane.” Kendra says life with Hef was “way more strict than my life has ever been.” Hef reportedly reviewed a book every morning which detailed the girls’ activities of the previous day, including the times they left and returned to the mansion. He also forbade them from leaving the Mansion during holidays, but did give them a $1000 per week allowance.

“I hate putting my hand out, but we couldn’t have jobs other than getting appearance fees. Hef was kind of like my best friend, but a sugar daddy at the same time.”

Although Kendra admits she and Hef were “intimate,” apparently it wasn’t very often, because the newly engaged GND star tells of having to “sneak” to have sex. “I had to have sex every now and then, so I had to kind of sneak it. Besides the nights we went out, I only saw Hef, like, once a day, walking the halls to his office. There were never solo dates.”

Kendra continues, “The most we kind of say to each other is ‘I love you’ ‘Love you too’ ‘I hope you have a good day’ ‘Did you have a good day?’”

Although Kendra admits to cheating on Hef, she says Bridget and Holly apparently never did. In fact, when Bridget told Kendra about her loyalty all the years she was with Hef, Kendra was shocked. “I was like, ‘How the hell can you do that?’ I had to have sex so I could feel my age, like a healthy human being.”

Bridget is also dishing about life at the mansion, although not in as much detail as Kendra. In her interview with Us, Bridget admits that the three girls did not always get along, saying that there were moments she would roll her eyes, and become “irritated” because, “…it was ‘Oh, Kendra is late again.’”

Although life at the mansion was at times frustrating, still Kendra says, “Hef made me feel beautiful.” As for her future, Kendra insists she has reformed her polygamous ways. “Now I’m totally against that way of life, with three girlfriends and all of that,” she says [Source: Us Weekly; Photo: Getty Images]