• Season 4, Ep 2

Farrah Explains Why She Had To Keep Her Daughter

Farrah tells everyone why she decided to keep her baby after contemplating using Plan B.

01/02/2014 ยท 1:53

>> SO, FARRAH...

>> OKAY.

SO I THINK I SHOULD JUST BRING

UP THAT MY DAUGHTER'S DAD PASSED

AWAY IN A CAR ACCIDENT, AND IT

WAS, LIKE, REALLY HARD ON ME,

'CAUSE WE WERE VERY YOUNG AT

THAT TIME, AND, LIKE, THE

BEGINNING OF OUR RELATIONSHIP

WAS--YOU KNOW, WE BELIEVED IN

GOD, WE WERE WITH EACH OTHER ALL

THE TIME.

JUST, LIKE, SO RESPECTFUL, LIKE,

SO LOVING, SO CARING, LIKE, THE

BEST BOYFRIEND SITUATION I COULD

HAVE EVER IMAGINED.

AND SO I ENDED UP BEING

PREGNANT, SO I TELL MY MOM THAT

I'M PREGNANT, AND I TELL HER,

LIKE, "HERE'S THE FORM THAT I

NEED YOU TO SIGN SO THAT IT--

YOU KNOW, PLAN 'B,' IT JUST, YOU

KNOW, TAKES IT AWAY,

EVERYTHING'S FINE."

AND MY MOM STARTS CRYING, AND

THEN SHE'S LIKE, "YOU KNOW, WE

BELIEVE IN GOD, AND YOU'RE NOT

GONNA KILL A LIVING THING," AND

I'M, LIKE, SO--MAYBE I'M,

LIKE...

SO, LIKE, TRYING TO FIX THINGS--

[sniffs]

>> ALL YOU KNEW WAS, YOU WEREN'T

READY FOR A BABY.

AND I THINK THAT YOU WANTING TO

TAKE PLAN "B" IS COMPLETELY

UNDERSTANDABLE, AND I THINK--

>> OKAY, WELL, MY MOM DIDN'T SEE

IT THAT WAY, AND I KNOW, IN THE

END, IT WAS THE RIGHT CHOICE TO

HAVE MY DAUGHTER, BUT MY MOM,

LIKE, TELLS ME WHAT--TELLS ME

WHAT MY LIFE IS GONNA BE, LIKE--

[sniffling]

IT'S, LIKE--IT MAKES ME SAD.

>> TO ME, WHAT'S A SHAME IS THAT

YOU DIDN'T HAVE A MOM WHO WAS

ABLE TO SIT THERE AND SAY TO

YOU, "FARRAH, I'M ON YOUR SIDE.

LET'S FIGURE OUT WHAT WE NEED TO

DO."

>> YEAH.

>> "LET'S FIGURE OUT WHAT'S BEST

FOR YOU.

I LOVE YOU, I'M HERE FOR YOU.

THIS MUST BE SO SCARY FOR YOU."

>> YEAH.