• Season 4, Ep 2

Sada And Whitney Dig Up The Past

Dr. Jenn's request to open up about the lowest low leads to the rehashing of a very tough memory.

01/02/2014 ยท 2:14

>> HOW ABOUT YOU TWO?

>> I MEAN, I WOULD PROBABLY

SAY--[scoffs]

>> WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME

LIKE THAT?

>> I'M JUST SAYING BECAUSE--

>> SAY WHATEVER, YOU'RE LOOKING

AT ME TO TELL YOU THAT'S OKAY.

>> NO, BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW IF

YOU'RE--

>> WHATEVER YOU WANT TO SAY, GO

AHEAD.

>> I MEAN--[scoffs]

I MEAN PROBABLY--JUST, LIKE,

SHE'S INTENSE, YOU KNOW, SO

LIKE, WE GOT INTO A SERIOUS

ARGUMENT RECENTLY, AND, LIKE,

I'M NOT USED TO--LIKE, YOU KNOW,

IT ESCALATING TO, LIKE, A VERY--

>> PHYSICAL.

>> PHYSICAL.

>> WHAT HAPPENED?

>> WE HAD BEEN OUT, AND DR--YOU

KNOW, SHE HAD--WE HAD BOTH BEEN

DRINKING, BUT SHE HAD BEEN

DRINKING MORE, I THINK, AND SHE

THOUGHT I WAS TALKING TO SOME

GIRL AT THE END OF THE NIGHT,

WHICH I LITERALLY WASN'T.

ALL OF A SUDDEN, OUTSIDE THE

CLUB, SHE WAS JUST REALLY MEAN

TO ME AND CUT OFF--SHUT OFF,

LIKE, IN FRONT OF OUR FRIENDS,

IN FRONT OF EVERYONE, JUST BEING

REAL MEAN, AND I DIDN'T KNOW

WHERE IT CAME FROM, AND THEN

WHEN WE GOT INTO THE HOUSE, YOU

KNOW, IT JUST ALL OF A SUDDEN

ESCALATED TO, LIKE, THIS POINT

WHERE I WAS BEING STRAIGHT

ATTACKED.

LIKE, IN MY HEAD, LIKE, I

WANTED TO SMASH HER.

TO BE 100% HONEST, I WANTED TO

KICK HER ASS, AND I TOLD HER

THAT, AND, LIKE, SHE KEPT COMING

AT IT A BIT, LIKE COMING FOR IT.

MY RAGE WAS, LIKE, BUILDING UP,

AND I KNEW IF, LIKE, IT GOT TO

THAT POINT, I WOULD PROBABLY PUT

HER IN THE HOSPITAL.

>> [sniffs]

>> ANYWAY...

>> THERE'S NO REASON FOR IT TO

HAVE ESCALATED THE WAY THAT IT

DID, I KNOW THAT.

I'M SUCH A PASSIONATE PERSON,

WHEN I FEEL A CERTAIN WAY, I

REALLY FEEL THAT.

THAT'S WHAT, LIKE, MADE ME SO

ANGRY, WAS THAT IT WAS JUST,

LIKE, "YOU'RE INSANE."

LIKE, "HA HA HA."

LIKE, "THAT'S RID--YOU'RE CRAZY,

YOU'RE NUTS," YOU KNOW?

LIKE, ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

>> I WAS NOT LIKE THAT, BABE.

>> BUT ALSO, UNDERSTAND THAT--

>> I CAN SIT HERE AND TELL YOU

THAT IT WASN'T LIKE THAT, BUT

I'M TELLING YOU--

>> SADA, YOU WERE KIND OF

BOILING, AND SHE WAS THEN--SHE

STARTED SPINNING, AND THEN BY

THE TIME YOU GOT HOME, THAT PLUS

THE ALCOHOL, YOU GUYS DIDN'T

STAND A CHANCE.

THAT NIGHT ALSO, I THINK YOU

BOTH ESCALATE THINGS VERY

QUICKLY, AND YOU DON'T KNOW HOW

TO DE-ESCALATE THINGS, AND YOU

DON'T HAVE A LOT OF TOOLS OR

COMMUNICATION.

>> YEAH.