• Season 4, Ep 6

Hell No, I'm Not Alright

Kelsey opens up to Dr. Mike Dow about her resentment towards Ghost.

02/06/2014 ยท 2:41

>> COMPETING FOR GHOST'S LOVE

AND AFFECTION IS NOT AT ALL

WHAT KELSEY EXPECTED TO BE DOING

WHEN SHE CAME TO THERAPY.

I'M HOPING THAT DR. MIKE CAN

HELP HER DEAL WITH THIS MAJOR

REVELATION SO THAT SHE CAN

DECIDE HOW SHE WANTS TO MOVE

FORWARD.

>> JUST WANTED TO COME IN AND

CHECK IF YOU WERE ALL RIGHT.

>> HELL, NO, I'M NOT ALL RIGHT.

I FEEL LIKE I SPENT, YOU KNOW...

TIME WITH THIS MAN, AND...

EVEN THOUGH, YOU KNOW, WE HAD

LONG DISTANCE, I STILL FELT

SOMETHING SO CLOSE WITH HIM.

>> YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE BUILDING

SOMETHING REAL.

>> RIGHT.

I WISH I NEVER CAME HERE.

I JUST DON'T GET IT.

I WISH I WOULD'VE, YOU KNOW,

KEPT IT FROM MY MIND.

"DON'T GET IN TOO DEEP.

DON'T FALL TOO HARD.

HE'S A RAPPER.

HE'S AN ARTIST.

HE'S GONE ALL THE TIME.

WHO KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING?"

YOU KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING?

>> MM-HMM.

CAN I ASK YOU A QUESTION?

DO YOU LOVE HIM?

>> YES.

AND I DON'T EVEN WANT TO

ANYMORE.

BUT I DO.

>> WE DON'T PICK WHO WE FALL IN

LOVE WITH.

>> I JUST DON'T WANT TO CRY NO

MORE.

I DON'T WANT TO--I WANT TO

[bleep]--

I DON'T WANT THIS.

>> HE LIED TO YOU, AND HE'S NOT

THE PERSON YOU THOUGHT HE WAS,

BUT I ALSO SEE THAT YOU LOVE

THIS MAN, YOU KNOW, AND YOU'RE

GONNA HAVE TO MAKE A DECISION...

>> MM-HMM. DEFINITELY.

>> 'CAUSE THIS IS NOT SOMETHING

THAT HAPPENED IN THE PAST.

THIS IS SOMETHING THAT'S GOING

ON FOR HIM RIGHT NOW.

THE WAY I SEE IT, THERE'S TWO

DECISIONS HERE, RIGHT?

EITHER HE STEPS UP TO THE PLATE

AND HE MAKES A COMMITMENT TO

YOU...

OR YOU HAVE LEARNED THAT HE IS

NOT THE KIND OF MAN THAT YOU

WANT TO BE WITH.

AND EITHER WAY, IN THE LONG RUN,

EVEN THOUGH YOU MAY BE HURTING

RIGHT NOW, IN THE LONG RUN,

YOU'RE GONNA BE BETTER OFF.

>> MM-HMM.

>> YOU KNOW?

AND I KNOW HE HAS TROUBLE

EXPRESSING HIS FEELING VERBALLY

SOMETIMES, BUT HE DID CHOOSE TO

COME HERE WITH YOU.

>> MM-HMM.

>> DOES THAT GIVE YOU A LITTLE

PIECE OF HOPE, THAT MAYBE THAT

THERE--MAYBE HE IS GOING TO

START FIGHTING FOR YOU?

>> YEAH.

>> OKAY.

>> I HAVE HOPE.

I DO.

>> I KNOW THIS IS A REALLY HARD

DAY FOR YOU.

I'M SORRY.

YOU'RE GONNA BE ALL RIGHT.

>> THANK YOU.

>> THANKS FOR TALKING TO ME.

>> DR. MICHAEL IS VERY

COMFORTING.

HE RECOGNIZED THAT ALTHOUGH

I NEED TO MAKE, YOU KNOW, A

DECISION ON WHETHER OR NOT I'M

GONNA BE WITH HIM, HE KNOWS

IT'S GONNA BE, YOU KNOW, TOUGH.

AND IT IS BECAUSE I DO LOVE HIM.

[sighs]