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Nikki Mudarris Realizes She's Been Using Her Love Life To Distract Her From Dealing With The Loss Of Her Brother, Omar

"I've been using work as a distraction for what I've been going through."

[mtvn_player height="288" width="512" content_uri="mgid:arc:video:vh1.com:4b91f2d1-c742-491c-a4b1-7ead09740b67"]Nikki Mudarris and her mother, Michelle, have an emotional heart-to-heart in remembering her late brother, Omar in this Love & Hip Hop Hollywood highlight. Nikki usually has up her boss b--h perona, which is partially why she's moving the way she is with Safaree and Rosa Acosta. While sorting through Omar's old belongings and family photos with her mother, Nikki begins to realize how much of an impact her brother's death has on her. When her mother asks her about her dating life, Nikki comes to the realization that she has been hiding behind work and relationships in an attempt to distract her from the pain she still feels from the loss of her brother.

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