It’s an emotional birthday weekend for Selena Gomez, who just turned 24 on Friday. The “Hands to Myself” singer celebrated the occasion by kicking off the international leg of her Revival tour in Jakarta, Indonesia.
Following her show on Saturday, she took to Instagram to post a shockingly cryptic confession to her fans.
“Tonight I felt extremely unauthentic, unconnected to both my myself and my music. I’ve never really felt like my materials, wardrobe or a video could define me. I act on a moment and fear something that hasn’t happened. I’m stagnant, I stay still and don’t just sit with myself first and ask, ’Is this where I am, whole heartedly?’ I’ve always told the truth. I’m always true to my word, I’ve shown who I am but I need to rethink some areas of my life creatively and personally. Had to get that out.”
This comes a week after Gomez caught backlash on Twitter from defending her BFF Taylor Swift after Kim Kardashian and Kanye West exposed her for the “Famous” lyric incident. It resulted in the creation of the trending topic “#SelenaGomezIsOverParty.”
It’s hard to imagine that harsh hashtag didn’t have something to do with her emotional demeanor today. Hopefully she can gets everything sorted it out.