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Miss Nikki Baby Breaks All The Way Down In Tears Talking About The Death Of Her Brother

"It’s very hard for me to talk about this..."

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While many (er, most) people think some of reality TV's drama is fabricated or scripted, there are some emotions you just can't "produce." Which is why when Nikki Mudarris spoke exclusively to VH1.com about her brother who died unfortunately from an overdose in 2015, we were shocked to witness just how much she let her guard down in explaining her truest emotions.

Listen to her speak about how her brother's untimely death has affected her and who she's has had to become for her family, and catch all new episodes of Love & Hip Hop Hollywood Monday's at 8/7c.